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“How dumb would we look in front of Allah for judging people of the sins He has already forgiven them for.”
Sunday, 18 August 2013 at 08:44


I hate you my soul is missing. I know you took it. I miss smiling and happiness is an outdated concept. Karma will come for you with a baseball bat, and when your blood stains the earth, I will smile. I built my castle and I will also tear it down. If you had a heart I would eat it, if you had a soul I would steal it. But I’m not cruel so I’ll just leave you alone.

Saturday, 17 August 2013 at 07:20

if only i can write down the good things i should be doing and actually do those things, life would be a blissful walk in the garden.

but my heart. oh my heart. and my mind.
oh how they fight.
my mind wants a medical degree.
my heart says lets travel the world instead.
my mind wants me to stay away from the things that make me sad.
but my heart throbs and aches whenever i ran. like a junkie, i keep coming back for more. more drugs. more sadness.

if only i know what a person actually thinks when he told me loves me.
then i wont be second guessing, over-analyzing everything.

if only i can make up a scene of a future in my mind and then set my path to it and eventually reach there.
then i wont have to be so unsure. so confused. so sad. just so so sad.

if only i can be happy.



everything i've ever let go has claw marks on it Monday, 12 August 2013 at 12:21

"Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it."
i have own so little things,
but i lost so many.

the things that were not in reach,
i lost those too.
the things that were not mine,
i lost those too.

so whenever i am lucky enough to own something, or someone,
i will hold on to it
like i was holding on to oxygen
too scared to let go
for i will suffocate
and die

people,
those who dont understand,
whisper among themselves
oh she is a heartbreaker
she was bored
that is why she plays with hearts
and cuts
but do they know
how tight i hold on to things
too weak to let go
do they know
how hard it is to choose
myself over him
to stop shredding my own heart
to cover the holes of his?

everything i've ever let go
has claw marks on it

from time to time
as i see how he look at me
how he despised the messed up soul
that he once loved
i began to finally loosen up the knuckles
to accept
to let go

and he left
like everybody does
but like everybody
his heart has marks on it

everything i've ever let go
has claw marks on it

3;18am

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i should really stop staying up so late. its messing with my emotion. three more days without sleep and ill turn into Shakespeare.

This is how you lose her. Sunday, 26 May 2013 at 12:36


You lose her when you forget to remember the little things that mean the world to her: the sincerity in a stranger’s voice during a trip to the grocery, the delight of finding something lost or forgotten like a sticker from when she was five, the selflessness of a child giving a part of his meal to another, the scent of new books in the store, the surprise short but honest notes she tucks in her journal and others you could only see if you look closely.
You must remember when she forgets. 
You lose her when you don’t notice that she notices everything about you: your use of the proper punctuation that tells her continuation rather than finality, your silence when you’re about to ask a question but you think anything you’re about to say to her would be silly, your mindless humming when it is too quiet, your handwriting when you sign your name in blank sheets of paper, your muted laughter when you are trying to be polite, and more and more of what you are, which you don’t even know about yourself, because she pays attention.
She remembers when you forget. 
You lose her for every second you make her feel less and less of the  beauty that she is. When you make her feel that she is replaceable.She wants to feel cherished. When you make her feel that you are fleeting. She wants you to stay. When you make her feel inadequate.She wants to know that she is enough and she does not need to change for you, nor for anyone else because she is she and she is beautiful, kind and good.
You must learn her. 
You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to. 
You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.
And, this is how you keep her.

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